I'm mourning

He killed my post partum peace

And now I’m mourning

I’m mourning 3am tik tok cats now rage Signal chats

I’m mourning mom group day care reccs, now who lost a job, lost a house, lost a right

I’m mourning the job I loved, the work that mattered, drawn and quartered

I’m mourning my body, again my own, now owned by the white men with the laws, the guns, the power

I’m mourning my post partum peace

Why can’t I think about how to move to a better school district not how to raise my baby in another fucking country

I am mourning the mother I was on January 19^th